passing the torch…


Over the past 18 months I have been hospitalized not less than 4 times with end-stage emphysema, a progressive disease that no one walks away from once it has reached that degree of severity. It’s hard to predict how much time I am left with…might be a few days, might be 10 years though the doctors think it’s more like months and I am being urged to wrap up whatever affairs I may need to and have been processed as a hospice patient for those who know the lingo. For those who don’t it basically means there isn’t anything they can do for me but try to make me as comfortable as possible. 

This is not a boo-hoo fest. I am posting this as a matter of clarification regarding the future of The Abrahadabra Institute and nothing else. It’s been a long and a difficult road from the first faint envisioning of a proper physics of the Body of Light to the creation of a dialogue that is strong enough to go the distance reaching out to other great minds from a position of relative abandon to engage and challenge others to recognize and take up the call to action. I have been beset with all manner of isolation and obstacle in this battle which has been slow going but very steady and strong notwithstanding. I didn’t know it when I got started on this path that I would probably need about 300 years and a certain amount of funding to bring all of this to fruition – more time than I have to spend and no financing of any kind. 

Now that I have come too far to back out (and wouldn’t want to even if I could!) I will have to settle for having begun and carried a task on its own merits without ever seeing the final outcome and that’s ok – in any case it beats being someone else’s brainwashed zombie. The Abrahadabra Institute will survive because the world needs it though people are generally unaware how great a need exists. This is changing ever so gradually as people begin to see what a profound potential exists here. What will happen in my absence is that the Institute will pass to Izi Sesa Ningishzidda (currently Naomi Chan for legal purposes) who will watch over it and keep it safe from harm. Another will come along at some point with the wherewithall to advance it according to her specifications.

Though I do not typically assume the mantle of teacher I have made a few exceptions for individuals who showed enough promise to warrant the drain on my time and general resources. To date, Izi is the only one who has made it through enough gates to define her as a full-time student of Abrahadabra. Even Mutational Alchemy which is a very advanced metaphysics is not lost on her the way it is with so many others. Izi has the right nature and nurture (both) to ask the right questions and stick with it until the right answers are found. Her natural instincts combined with an impeccable study habits endow her with an innate capacity for getting to the truth no matter how concealed so that I have every confidence that there is nothing so obtuse as to remain hidden from her for very long. There is only one Magister Ouroboros incarnated at any time so that while I live that office remains with me but will pass to her in due course as well once I have gone.

In the interim readers should know that there would be no Abrahadabra Institute at all if not for Izi. Even if my health were not compromised it’s too much work for one person managing the development of Mutational Alchemy and the Abrahadabra Institute at the same time so that a choice has to be made and I don’t personally need the Institute as much as I need Mutational Alchemy to advance as far as I can push it. People are generally unaccustomed to thinking of the Body of Light as a proper  physics and are hesitant to recognize that we have the means to make it one lacking the Will (chiefly) inasmuch as the precedents are all over the map stretching back thousands of years. All that is really lacking is an individual with the vision and compilation skills to piece the map together. 

In 2013 Izi and I registered The Abrahadabra Institute as a Limited Liability Company with the idea of using it as the organizational hub for the promotion of all things Abrahadabra. Our first major project was the Mutational Alchemy Tarot Deck which offers people a means of learning the basics of Mutational Alchemy in a form that many will already be acquainted with. The next project is an extensive course curriculum that will take students through the steps necessary to become proficient applicants of the loftiest spiritual alchemy on Earth. Though one really should not be intimidated by it it is fair to say we have raised the bar higher than it has ever been raised in this world and do not cater to the weak or the excuse-makers. Many have tried to steal from us but cannot get very far with this – first because our material is so revolutionary and second because explaining what they have stolen is such an overwhelming task.

So that’s the update. Izi is the glue that has been holding it all together and when I pass there should be no question that the torch passes to her. It’s impossible to predict with confidence when that will be, though we both kind of feel like the TwinStar isn’t done with me yet and there is a lot that still hangs in the balance so this announcement is more a prudent clarification than a prediction of anything per se.

Perseverance Furthers
m1thr0s 9³ 

the abrahadabra institute symposium

Date: First Sunday of the month.
Time: 7-10 P.M. PST

Anyone who is interested in The Body of Light, Thelema, Abrahadabra, Hermetic Alchemy, Qabbalah or Eastern doctrines such as the I Chng is welcome here. We are focused on the Body of Light and its mastery. The Abrahadabra Institute is the only propagator of Mutational Alchemy teachings in the world, a hybrid branch of Hermetic Alchemy, which focuses on not only traditional Western Hermeticism, but also Eastern metaphysics, such as, but not limited to, Tantra, Taoism, Vajrayana Buddhism (Tantric Buddhism) and Sanatana Dharma. The hosts, m1thr0s and Izi Ningishzidda created The Mutational Alchemy Tarot. 


Date: First Sunday of the month.
Time: 7-10 P.M. PST

Anyone who is interested in The Body of Light, Thelema, Abrahadabra, Hermetic Alchemy, Qabbalah or Eastern doctrines such as the I Chng is welcome here. We are focused on the Body of Light and its mastery. The Abrahadabra Institute is the only propagator of Mutational Alchemy teachings in the world, a hybrid branch of Hermetic Alchemy, which focuses on not only traditional Western Hermeticism, but also Eastern metaphysics, such as, but not limited to, Tantra, Taoism, Vajrayana Buddhism (Tantric Buddhism) and Sanatana Dharma. The hosts, m1thr0s and Izi Ningishzidda created The Mutational Alchemy Tarot. 

Prasadam (food) and wine dedicated to Abrahadabra is offered for participants. 

If you wish to attend please RSVP here on our contact page and we will get back to you with the venue location and any pertinent details or updates.

new siva six album pre-order now available


Important Greek occult band Siva Six has announced their 5th album Dawn of Days available for pre-order now shipping 11/11/2016. This band had a huge influence on The Mutational Alchemy Tarot and countless other occult writers, artists and musicians over the past 10 years and should be considered one of the most important musical voices of the Nu Aeon today, so please show them some love on our behalf and pre-order a copy. Lead singer Z is one of the most driven and dedicated occultists and musicians in the industry and very focused on his craft, the album took three years to complete. 

Pre-order for Dawn of Days

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This is a great opportunity to round out your music collection as well with titles from Alfa Matrix for holiday gifts as the order ships as soon as the pre-order hits. Here is a sample track from the previous album The Twin Moons, also worth picking up while you still can. 

the pied piper that is abrahadabra

It’s finally happened, you finished your book, and submitted it to publishers. Weeks go by, then months, then a year with no reply, maybe you’ll get a rejection letter if you’re lucky. If you’re a bit unlucky, you might find it published without your permission in so many words or less, in the most ridiculously watered down way imaginable. Hey, occult authors have to make a living! No not original thinkers like you, I mean the ones who live off watering down other people’s ideas they steal! Yeah they have to eat too! Yesterday it was Wicca, today, it’s Tantra! SKYCLAD TANTRA! WOW!
      Recently I was approached by a young friend who claimed they had their idea ripped off by a publisher. I couldn’t give them very much advice on what to do since if it was true, it was all done pretty slickly and there was no way to tell if it was the author or the publishing house. I could only comfort them by explaining to them that the major publishers of occult literature all give off a natural astral stench to most occultists today – even though most of them, unlike us Gen-Xers, never watched them grow into a bloated unicorn corpse hosting a fairy fuckfest from the late 90’s onwards 
      I offered her my own experience with them…this happened years ago, Llewellyn plausibly (as in plausibly deniable) saw the Mutational Alchemy tarot pre-printing very very early on. We sent them a big package of our PSD files on CD. Twice. The only response we received aside from dead silence was watching them publish the Dead Moon Tarot based on Luis Royo’s graphic book the next year, with the 64 hexagrams haphazardly placed on each card. A market test, we both agreed – we assumed they were too scared to touch us, as  our friends had all predicted, but had we lit a fire under their asses to open up their blonde Celtic fairy dust infused brains to the “yellow peril” that was Eastern Metaphysics? 
      A year later, a month after our Mutational Alchemy Tarot was hitting the market there was Night Sun. It had symbolism in it of a similar vein to the current, but all in a jumbled mess that no one could make sense of, not even tarot aficionados. It seemed like the fever dream of a comic book artist who had hitchhiked a ride on the occulture bandwagon. Neither of us thought much of it at the time – after all, we had already been warned and the silence from Llewellyn spoke volumes. Hell, I was a little annoyed at the Fortune card, for reasons demonstrated below. I mean, I wanted to tell the artist, hey you basically got laid using our work and not even a thankyou e-card, guy? I guess that would be an admission of guilt. 


The disc represents the entire I Ching, in hexagrammal form – it was never published before existed nor afterwards. It doesn’t need any hexagrams or trigrams sloppily laid on top of it as in the Night Sun Tarot.
Friends had warned us already about sending stuff to any publishers until I had secured a printer with my finger on the trigger, knowing that less reputable publishers can rip off authors by passing an edgy idea off to one of their in house staff. I knew that if they tried it their house would implode on them. Abrahadabra is the refuge of the Kings and Queens of the earth, not pretenders to the throne who sell goddess oil to the gullible. But I thought we were way too “evil”, advanced, and chock full of penises for US Games or Llewellyn’s taste, if they had any standards at all. Various reviews of their material are pretty damning, such as this one from on Celtic Magick: 
This book’s greatest weakness is not its complete failure to focus on anything authentically Celtic besides a few deity names. It isn’t even the fact that it is a total ripoff of several other books by the same author. No, its greatest offense against the intellect is that it manages to insult history with ridiculous claims such as ‘Robin Hood was the leader of the Sherwood Forest covens…’. I pity anyone who takes this book with anything less than a four-kilo block of salt. Among literate pagans it has become the poster child for the assertion that Llewellyn has no actual standards and will publish virtually anything without even a cursory review.”
      How do you fight the mutilation of an entire way of life and a value system, that of the heathen and pagan way? We can accuse the artists that are taking advantage, but it’s really the publisher that is empowering these individuals and encouraging second rate work, that in their judgement meets the mainstream standards well enough that they can put their stamp of approval on it. 
     Occult publishers and authors have been sucking off of other people’s shit for years, off Aleister Crowley’s shit in particular, but I didn’t expect any of them to take a cue from a submission they had no interest in responding to, hand it off to their stable of comic book artists and say “here take this edgy dark geometry tarot and make it have less dicks and more marketable.” Heed this warning and guard your work carefully. Find help from fellow independent creators who know the ropes to publishing. There isn’t much else you can do.
      Llewellyn really shouldn’t have used Abrahadabra on the Magician card though. That is a very powerful formula, and if you dare use it for even the slightest gain, Ra Hoor Khut will own your ass. You cannot commercialize Abrahadabra. That goes for us too, we don’t even breathe without permission from the force and will of Abrahadabra People think they understand it…people think they understand us, but they’re not even close to imagining what is going on here.  So my friend, take comfort in the fact that anyone who is stupid enough to do that is fucked, basically. You probably don’t believe me but I’ve watched it tear through individuals and companies alike once it has its hook in – the formula is cursed in the most wonderful and weird ways one can imagine. This should excite and delight the real occultists in the audience, and strike fear into the hearts of the frauds. There is no exaggeration in my words here – Abrahadabra is nuclear fallout incarnate when it comes to the level of sheer might and power behind the word. There is a reason why its forerunner, Abracadabra, was endowed with a pedigreed history of amazing attributes. It is objectively real and those who have been wronged by the world should take heart that it is on your side and the Nu Aeon is upon us. 
      Right now on earth, it’s still a buyers market, and one has to be aware if you settle for safe and mediocre you’re going to get burned. You’re going to get burned on a personal level and the people that you try to interact with and help -(if your goal is even that lofty) – are just going to get ripped off. It’s just a total rip off fest all the way around. So the best way to hurt them is to not endorse their products. Don’t spend your money. Go to small scale self published artists like the ones on the list Aeclectic provides below. That’s where you’re going to find thoughtful innovation and art that is drawn from Akasha (Spirit) rather than pit of regurgitated vomit that is the entertainment occult industry right now.