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This milestone booklet marks the 3rd in a series of monthly symposiums held in Olympia, Washington (begin date: February 6, 2013) surrounding Mutational Alchemy theory and practice. These symposiums take the form of technical presentations followed by open discussion among participating parties. The intent is to stay as closely as possible to the information presented in the accompanying booklets, so for those that cannot attend the symposiums themselves, the booklets should provide readers with a fair overview of what was presented in each case.

In our third gathering we explored the *Proximity Principle*, a central organizational strategy in Mutational Alchemy that allows us a means of resolving the exact positions of the 22 Tree of Life Paths. Without being able to resolve the exact chronological order of Paths, we have no certain means of aligning the 32 hexagrammal pairs of the I Ching to the 32 Sephiroth & Paths of the Tree of Life. Aside from its importance to Mutational Alchemy, the Proximity Principle is a very revealing governing dynamic to the Tree of Life in general. Most readers will have never heard of this principle before, yet once it is clearly grasped the proper ordering of Paths will never be in question again.

Beyond the Tree of Life, the Proximity Principle opens up organizational possibilities for many other similar constructs rooted in a combination of energetic epicenters and connective pathways in general. The rationale underscoring the Proximity Principle translates seamlessly to many other branches of energy work within the Body of Light and is therefore a vital understanding applicable to anatomical networks of many kinds. This little booklet outlines a revolutionary insight that will forever change the way you think about these esoteric models.

  • Includes numerous graphic illustrations not available elsewhere.
  • Price $11, includes shipping & handling.
  • Author Signed Copies: $13 ea.

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m1thr0s
Director /  Abrahadabra Institute

Author: m1thr0s

Visit m1thr0s’s WebsiteEmail m1thr0s
Born in Berkeley, California in 1953 on the cusp of the water snake and dragon years, m1thr0s has been a dedicated student of the I Ching, Qabbalah, Tantra, and Esoteric (Spiritual) Alchemy since his early teens.

His art features many classical elements from mystical traditions around the world such as the Kabbalistic Tree of Life, the charismatic Flower of Life, the Pythagorean Tetractys, the I Ching Hexagrams, the Lo Shu Magic Square (and subsequent Magickal Squares), the Abrahadabra Grid, the (Hidden) Diamond of the Tree of Life, among others. He defines himself as a *Talismanic Artist* whose objective is to facilitate dynamic transformation in viewers through the simple act of viewing these powerful transcendental images.

m1thr0s’s art is tracking the *star* thesis of human evolutionary potential through exhaustive analysis of The Body of Light in lieu of Abrahadabra, as revealed in Aleister Crowley’s Liber Al vel Legis (The Book of the Law) in 1904. While not strictly a devotee of Crowley, his work often vindicates the best of Crowley’s own insights and provides us with the freshest window into *star alchemy* available anywhere in the modern world.

The groundbreaking synthesis of astrological, alchemical and geomantic elements in The Mutational Alchemy Tarot Deck are all his inventions and provide a rich and fertile ground for the viewer to explore. The art of m1thr0s affects subtle changes in us at a molecular level as is indicative of the highest examples of talismanic art.

We’re celebrating the founding of The Abrahadabra Institute, on this day, 11 years ago.  We’ve made the following very special edition poster available and will be hosting an anniversary party on may 26th (memorial day weekend) with door prizes  food, alcohol,  If you’d like to attend, you’re more than welcome (as long as you have some interest in the occult and TAI – or maybe can mix really good drinks) just email izi@ningishzidda.com for an invitation.

This month we’ll be celebrating by releasing a lot of cool previously unseen content, so stay tuned!

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This new MASSIVE commemorative  Ultragiclee will be available for a limited time.

Fine Art Poster (Ultragiclee, signed by m1thr0s) 44 x 44 $249

Regular Poster (Enhanced Matte, unsigned) 36 x 36: $49.99

Here’s an illustrated rundown of the significant events which have taken place over the past 11 years here at The Abrahadabra Institute.

 

May 4th, 2002  m1thr0s founds The Abrahadabra Institute. The TwinStar and the Abrahadabra proofs had already been worked out decades before. Within the next few weeks the first charts and articles are uploaded, and m1thr0s titles it The Alchemical Book of Mirrors. The Abrahadabra Institute is the first of the New Aeon orders spawned by Liber Al Vel Legis.

 

“The Alchemical Book of Mirrors is a graphical exploration of the magickal formula of Abrahadabra that is seeking to arrive at a pragmatic grasp of its properties, with special emphasis on any star alchemy that can be found there since this prediction has been assigned to this word, both recently and in the distant past. The specific use of the term stars as applied to humankind is a fairly popular convention of late, but it has a deeper underlying theme is as old as mysticism itself. The usual inference is it has some special significance denoting the Body of Light and references human beings in a more universal context than their immediate surroundings. What remains to be adequately defined is what a so-called star might actually be and why this is a term that should be applied to human beings at all. If there is any outstanding alchemical merit to Liber Al vel Legis’  introductory phrase “Every man and every woman is a star”, this will eventually need to be qualified according to recognizable elemental guidelines or we must finally conclude that this phrase is a colorful metaphor at best.” – m1thr0s

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November 11th, 2005 Abrahadabra Forums is launched.

January 2006 m1thr0s begins introducing Mutational Alchemy in a series of in depth talks on Abrahadabra Forums, including Mutational Alchemy 001 002 & 003. (We’ll be releasing the podcasts of this within this month) m1thr0s begins teaching the public how to perform the TwinStar active scrying meditation for the first time through the use of several Flash demos.

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July 2006, Abrahadabra.com begins showing up in searches on Google for words ranging from occult to hermeticism.

August 26th, 2006  m1thr0s introduces the world to the very advanced Mutational Alchemy discipline of fields and fields theory, with the article Trigrammal Fields 001. It’s too advanced for even the best people at Abrahadabra Forums, and the initial article is removed.

February 4th, 2007 The first Abrahadabra educational classes are begun through “Abrahadabra University”, run by several teachers with expertise in Hermeticism, Gnosticism and Kabbalah.

May 13th, 2007  The War Room, Abrahadabra’s flash-based chat room is opened.

June 18th, 2007 m1thr0s publically asserts that the Tree of Life is indeed a mathematical subset of Abrahadabra itself.

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(http://www.abrahadabra.com/gridproofs001.htm)

“once we understand that the Tree of Life itself emanates from Abrahadabra…that the Word comes first as it were…we have a whole new ball game going on in my view. The fact that Abrahadabra can very easily be defined as the logical extension of the Tetractys of the Decad is just as important as the fact that it houses the Tree of Life within itself.

I have a short article in progress on this, but my principle objective with this immediate mirror is to establish in one place a set visual proofs destined to redefine what Abrahadabra is and why it matters.” - m1thr0s (June 2007)

02-17-2009 izi ningishzidda announces her intent to complete all 78 illustrations of a tarot project that centers on binary and ternary influences along with a dash of tantricism, and m1thr0s volunteers his expertise. The Mutational Alchemy Tarot project is born.

 

02-28-2009 The Hidden Paths Diamond is rediscovered and properly recognized for the first time in history. 

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10-04-2009 Izi Ningishzidda arrives in Olympia, Washington to assist in growing the Institute. In November of the same year she is awarded the position of Executive Project Director by m1thr0s.

12-29-2011 Izi becomes the resources administrator for Abrahadabra Forums. A complete overhaul of the forums and the restructuring of The Abrahadabra Institute is begun under her direction. 

“I’ve learned kind of an unexpected lesson over the years with respect to these forums. In the beginning it seemed that the best strategy for running a quality board would be to allow for a wide latitude of topics that didn’t insist on abrahadabra discussion but nevertheless embellished it more or less indirectly. Over time this has turned out to be an illusion and the truth was bolder than I was initially willing to acknowledge. Ironically, when you make abrahadabra your baseline subject matter, you wind up talking about everything else under the sun! When your focus is *everything else*, it just winds up dragging things down to the level of a lot of useless/pointless chatter. So it seems we really do need to rewire the boards to be more in line with what is REALLY being discussed here and those who are ok with that will benefit a lot more coherence and clarity all around, since the *bottom line* will always be apparent. Those who are not ok with it have plenty of other places they can go and that’s ok. We’ll still be here when they finally get tired of talking about useless shit to no good purpose. If that seems a tad dismissive…well…things are what they are in the end.

It seems to defy rational thinking, but experience has indicated otherwise…specialization is just kind of the nature of things in the modern world and even though we have a theme that is very broad in itself…it can never be so broad as to deny its own internal standards or it just winds up being a garbage heap. I really cannot allow that to happen on my watch, so the solution is fairly apparent…stick close to what you know and don’t try to be all things to all people. Surprisingly, abrahadabra’s own inherent diversity still embraces and ultimately exalts a vast array of connected disciplines and interests. And that’s why we need the Institute!”

m1 (12-29-2012)

12-31-2011 The last card artwork for the Mutational Alchemy Tarot is completed. It features Dôn from the Welsh pantheon.

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04-28-2012 The Transmutational Alchemy Show at the Spring Olympia Arts Walk is a success, making it TAI’s first public event.

09-2012 m1thr0s creates The Abrahadabra Institute colors and logo, utilizing the TwinStar and the Star of Babalon conjoined.

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10-21-2012 TAI presents Myth, Masque and Magick at the Fall Olympia Arts Walk, displaying artwork from m1thr0s’s personal collection and Abrahadabra Institute diagrams.

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11-2012 TAI presents the first Symposium on Mutational Alchemy.

12-2012 m1thr0s releases the first publication from TAI, The I Ching 10-sided dice Method.

03-01-2013 TAI operational headquarters moves into a proper house in Olympia, Washington.

05-01-2013 The Abrahadabra Institute is formally established as a Limited Liability Company  in the US.

Author: Izi Ningishzidda

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Izi Ningishzidda is a jew, an american indian, a kabbalist, an occultist, a hindu, a pretty good secretary and an artist all at the same time.

She has worked in the United States arts scene for 15 years and recognizes Liber Al Vel Legis as a shrúti.

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This 24-page booklet marks the second of a series of monthly symposiums held in Olympia, Washington (begin date: February 6, 2013) surrounding Mutational Alchemy theory and practice. These symposiums take the form of technical presentations followed by open discussion among participating parties. The intent is to stay as closely as possible to the information presented in the accompanying booklets, so that if you cannot attend the symposiums themselves, the booklets should provide readers with a fair overview of what was presented in each case.

In our second gathering we explored the *Elemental Lo Shu* (magic square) beginning with a brief overview of the historical Lo Shu Diagram from ancient China, advancing towards the 4 and 9-elemental  systems of the binary and ternary bigrams. The 9-elemental system in particular forms the hub of all Mutational Alchemy constructs and tenets and is thus crucial to understanding Mutational Alchemy doctrine as a whole. We touch on several important themes which we will be following up on in later symposiums such as the alchemical Word of Perfection and others.

  • Includes numerous graphic illustrations not available elsewhere.
  • Price $11, includes shipping & handling.
  • Author Signed Copies: $13 ea.

Purchase Link

m1thr0s
Director /  Abrahadabra Institute

Author: m1thr0s

Visit m1thr0s’s WebsiteEmail m1thr0s
Born in Berkeley, California in 1953 on the cusp of the water snake and dragon years, m1thr0s has been a dedicated student of the I Ching, Qabbalah, Tantra, and Esoteric (Spiritual) Alchemy since his early teens.

His art features many classical elements from mystical traditions around the world such as the Kabbalistic Tree of Life, the charismatic Flower of Life, the Pythagorean Tetractys, the I Ching Hexagrams, the Lo Shu Magic Square (and subsequent Magickal Squares), the Abrahadabra Grid, the (Hidden) Diamond of the Tree of Life, among others. He defines himself as a *Talismanic Artist* whose objective is to facilitate dynamic transformation in viewers through the simple act of viewing these powerful transcendental images.

m1thr0s’s art is tracking the *star* thesis of human evolutionary potential through exhaustive analysis of The Body of Light in lieu of Abrahadabra, as revealed in Aleister Crowley’s Liber Al vel Legis (The Book of the Law) in 1904. While not strictly a devotee of Crowley, his work often vindicates the best of Crowley’s own insights and provides us with the freshest window into *star alchemy* available anywhere in the modern world.

The groundbreaking synthesis of astrological, alchemical and geomantic elements in The Mutational Alchemy Tarot Deck are all his inventions and provide a rich and fertile ground for the viewer to explore. The art of m1thr0s affects subtle changes in us at a molecular level as is indicative of the highest examples of talismanic art.

4-3-2013 we will be hosting the Mutational Alchemy Symposium in honor of the Lo Shu Square. This month has been extremely busy and taxing on both m1thr0s and I, and I apologize for slipping under the radar. The move into the new (big) house has finally been mostly completed, and we’re ready to resume the meetings again.

m1thr0s is deep into writing the next Symposium series booklet, and this promises to be one of the best, most comprehensive forays into the nature of the Lo Shu Square.

The meeting will be held once again at Cryptatropa Bar, 421 4th Ave E. in Olympia, Washington, at 7pm. Booklets are $6 at the meeting,  and afterwards online $11.

Perseverance furthers.

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m1thr0s
2012

 

Author: Izi Ningishzidda

Visit Izi’s WebsiteEmail Izi
Izi Ningishzidda is a jew, an american indian, a kabbalist, an occultist, a hindu, a pretty good secretary and an artist all at the same time.

She has worked in the United States arts scene for 15 years and recognizes Liber Al Vel Legis as a shrúti.

m1thr0s wrote,

“Don’t worry. We are not going to be making a habit of cancelling these meetings. The tail end of February has brought us an unexpected surprise since we found a very cool Abrahadabra Institute house in the downtown Olympia area that we will be moving into on or about March 1, 2013. 4-bedroom, 2-bath space in great condition and a very cool landlord with lots of light, full basement, nice yard (with a working hot tub!), decent kitchen, dining room, living room (all wood flooring) and so on. This will be a very productive art/metaphysics space for us but it came up suddenly and we need to move on it quickly. Looks like I’ll finally have a real study to do podcasts in and more, so we’re pretty stoked…

I am also doing a workshop this month at Evergreen State College on sacred symbolism in art and we have been told that the art collective we are doing this for has found funding to actually pay us for this and future workshops to come, so that’s another bit of excitement going on this month. Izi did one too on Academic Realism that went off really well so now it’s my turn…

Anyway – we will resume on schedule come April with the local AI meetups! 

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The April meeting will cover the elemental Lo Shu square.

Author: Izi Ningishzidda

Visit Izi’s WebsiteEmail Izi
Izi Ningishzidda is a jew, an american indian, a kabbalist, an occultist, a hindu, a pretty good secretary and an artist all at the same time.

She has worked in the United States arts scene for 15 years and recognizes Liber Al Vel Legis as a shrúti.

symposium-vol01bk01

This 24-page booklet marks the first of a series of monthly symposiums held in Olympia, Washington (begin date: February 6, 2013) surrounding Mutational Alchemy theory and practice. These symposiums take the form of technical presentations followed by open discussion among participating parties. The intent is to stay as closely as possible to the information presented in the accompanying booklets, so that if you cannot attend the symposiums themselves, the booklets should provide readers with a fair overview of what was presented in each case.

In our first gathering we explored the enigmatic *Hidden Diamond* of the Tree of Life beginning with a brief overview of the Tree and history of Western Magickal traditions, advancing logically towards the evolution of the *Star* model of human evolutionary potential where the 16 *Hidden Paths* have an important role to play, highlighting tantric applications specific to the Tree of Life that have thus far gone overlooked and unattended. While there are a very few cursory slivers of information available on the Hidden Diamond at large already, there has been virtually no work done in this area of any academic merit. Owing to its importance and immediate accessibility, I determined that the Hidden Diamond was a good way to kick off these symposiums, giving readers vitally important information they can begin working with right away.

  • Includes 4 original graphic illustrations not available elsewhere.
  • Price $11, includes shipping & handling.
  • Author Signed Copies: $13 ea.

Purchase Link

m1thr0s
Director /  Abrahadabra Institute

Author: m1thr0s

Visit m1thr0s’s WebsiteEmail m1thr0s
Born in Berkeley, California in 1953 on the cusp of the water snake and dragon years, m1thr0s has been a dedicated student of the I Ching, Qabbalah, Tantra, and Esoteric (Spiritual) Alchemy since his early teens.

His art features many classical elements from mystical traditions around the world such as the Kabbalistic Tree of Life, the charismatic Flower of Life, the Pythagorean Tetractys, the I Ching Hexagrams, the Lo Shu Magic Square (and subsequent Magickal Squares), the Abrahadabra Grid, the (Hidden) Diamond of the Tree of Life, among others. He defines himself as a *Talismanic Artist* whose objective is to facilitate dynamic transformation in viewers through the simple act of viewing these powerful transcendental images.

m1thr0s’s art is tracking the *star* thesis of human evolutionary potential through exhaustive analysis of The Body of Light in lieu of Abrahadabra, as revealed in Aleister Crowley’s Liber Al vel Legis (The Book of the Law) in 1904. While not strictly a devotee of Crowley, his work often vindicates the best of Crowley’s own insights and provides us with the freshest window into *star alchemy* available anywhere in the modern world.

The groundbreaking synthesis of astrological, alchemical and geomantic elements in The Mutational Alchemy Tarot Deck are all his inventions and provide a rich and fertile ground for the viewer to explore. The art of m1thr0s affects subtle changes in us at a molecular level as is indicative of the highest examples of talismanic art.

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The fourth Mutational Alchemy meeting (correctly called a symposium, since we drink and philosophize at it) is going to be held in honor of the Hidden Paths Diamond, and promises to be one of the best discussions  yet.  Even if you are only vaguely familiar with the Sephiroth (and it is suggested you do familiarize yourself with it before arriving) you shall get quite a lot out of this exciting topic.

In the book of the law, Nuit, the sky and star goddess states, “the ordeals I write not: the rituals shall be half known and half concealed: the Law is for all.”  She goes on:  ”Nothing is a secret key of this law. Sixty-one the Jews call it;  I call it eight, eighty, four hundred & eighteen. But they have the half:  unite by thine art so that all disappear.”

There seems hidden in this passage a set of instructions for the process of accomodating the edict that “Every Man and Every Woman is a Star”. Between the House of the Tree and the House of the Star is the Diamond, which perfects the tree by infusing it with tremendous energy otherwise impossible for the Tree by itself to attain. The Word of Perfection is also encoded into the Hidden Paths diamond, thus it is capable of both Binary and Ternary operations in Sigil Magick. It is closely associated with the 16 square Kamea of Jupiter, and the 16 binary tetragrams as it has 16 paths.

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2012

 

Although some have pointed at the Hidden Diamond at our art shows next to its partner of the Tree of Life and called it the “Tree of Death”, this is a misnomer. The Qlippoth and or the Nightside Tree are completely different doctrines, the Qlippoth is the doctrine of the shells, it has to do with what was left over at the creation of the universe. (Think of  a broken egg from which a serpent or chick has emerged)  However, having said that, there is a connection between the Sephiroth themselves and the Hidden Diamond but the fact that the paths are hidden does not connect them to the Tree of Death –  especially consiering their coherent imagery, which is not broken – it is not a shard.  People are overly fixated on the Qlippoth right now but not everything not inherent to the Tree of Life is Qlippothic. The structure of the diamond is also not tree like at all, so suggestions that it is the Tree of Knowledge of Good and Evil are wrongheaded at best. It’s more in the genre of the merkabah than the tree. It does in fact elevate us, and this elevation moves us towards the star principle.

 

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The Hexagrammal Fields which unite Macrocosm and Microcosm are a Star Property, and the diamond is a property of the Tree which helps us form a bridge or stepping stone towards the Star. So it is very important to us in the predicament we find ourselves today as humans, and will continue to be important for hundreds of years til we all “grok it”.

The Diamond, representing the banners, with its 16 paths (4×4=16)  stands behind the Twinstar, representing the more complex and lofty hexagrammal fields.  Both are astonishingly housed within Abrahadabra as pictured.

 

About the Venue:

“A place of potions and poisons, perils and passions, the space has incredible atmosphere.”  - The Weekly Volcano

Cryptatropa Bar
421 4th Ave E
Olympia, WA 98501
(360) 754-3867

 

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16 Hidden Diamond Paths anchored by 9 points

2013

Author: Izi Ningishzidda

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Izi Ningishzidda is a jew, an american indian, a kabbalist, an occultist, a hindu, a pretty good secretary and an artist all at the same time.

She has worked in the United States arts scene for 15 years and recognizes Liber Al Vel Legis as a shrúti.

This is a synopsis of the discussion at The Abrahadabra Institute’s Mutational Alchemy Meeting (First Wednesday of the month, at Cryptatropa in Olympia, WA USA by RSVP 415-729-IZI-3 – Leave a message confirming your presence at the meetup at least 3 days before the event)

“Abrahadabra is all about reeling in the potential of the human form. The whole thing with the binaries and ternaries is just an outline of a super quantum computer that is present in the biological. When you start the synchronistic dialogue between the binary and ternary it blows the lid off of dimensions – it’s like the jump from 2d to 3d where it opens up another dimension, maybe more.  It activates our brains where commands can be issued and enact immediate results on the world as long as it is not unlawful. There are a few things that may be unlawful by that system, but not much. The lines are not drawn where you might think. Maggots don’t have a lot of rights in that system, but Kings do.  democratic humanitarian crap is not recognized by the universe as being very real. The whole idea of self responsibility is not a gift, it’s an expectation and demand  from life to us and our kind . We either do something about that or we blow it out of our asses. If we choose to do that we blow our chance. I don’t know where that intelligence goes, but I think it gets recycled. You are way better off to try and fail than to never try at all.

We cannot be self sustaining beings without access to more energy. We’re never going to solve our problems through politics.  It’s going to require a combination and balance of economics and energy.  In all of that,  politics becomes the least relevant of issues. Self government implies certain things. In order for it to really work you need energy independent beings.

In the time of kings there were good and bad kings – it all has its ill dignified side. There is no political idealism that can solve the human condition.  This kind of thinking is out there. But that’s okay, I don’t think its out there any further than we are actually able to go. But we have handicaps along the way….”

 

Taken from the private halls of Abrahadabra .’. Metaphysis inside Abrahadabra Forums:

A Junior Member writes:

I can feel the Body of Light you talk about, as a magnetic field. I hear it as a singing sound. I can visualize it as a starry light arcing out along the magnetic field around me. I cannot harness this and turn it into something useful to me directly. I may be doing it but it’s all so chaotic and runs right through me. If I try to grab it it slips away and I am not sure if I’m doing it right. I often hit buttons and my body jerks suddenly in response to the direction the energy takes, but it’s so clumsy. What is the next step for me? I read Mutational Alchemy 001 002 and 003.

Dragon replies:

Mutational Alchemy is at root just like any other practice, as a matter of fact it is the prime and sum of most if not all of them. So my standard answer in this regard has always been – sit down, shut up, and breath.

This may seem like a overly simplistic answer, but to achieve the basics requires big time discipline. Before one goes a mucking about in the body of light, it is good to get a sense of it first.

Sit Down: Start by finding an asana, it can be a half or full lotus, seated in a chair, lying down or doing the friggin’ splits if that works for you. Although I recommend a ground style seated position. It should be a symmetrical or ‘balanced’ shape putting the spine in a natural vertical curve. Good posture is a big thing. Mind you, finding the position isn’t hard – holding it is. The trick is to be completely still, and that can take a long time to master. The subconscious will rise up with all the little bodily annoyances. Itches, cramps, ticks – you name it. Anything to get you to move. You have to train the body to be still.

Shut up: Quiet the mind. No humming, no chanting, and NO internal dialogue. learn to STFU!! And going LA LA LA LA in your head doesn’t count.

Breath: The art of breathing is the gateway to the autonomic functions. Steady rhythmic breathing to calm the heart rate; to focus the mind on in order to quiet it; good oxygen flow to avoid cramping. There are many patterns, but the basic 4 count is the best place to start. Use a metronome of some sort – do not use your heart at first until it has been ‘ tuned’ – there are some nature sounds you can use, but try to avoid music at first, it can be a distraction.

After you can do these three very simple, and at first very difficult things, the body will go into ‘autopilot’ allowing the consciousness to unfold. After that it is a matter of awareness and exploration. Study the classic positions of chakras, acupressure points, major nerve centers and organs – along side shapes depicting the light body like the Tree of Life and the Tetractys – and map out what you are feeling. Once you have a handle on what is around/within you, then you can become more proactive about things and start making shifts and alterations. Actively becoming the Mutant that you are meant to be.

The Body of Light is much more then just an electromagnetic field, yet it is that as well. It is the principles that shape us as life and energy – that which keeps the EM field and the atoms it contains from flying apart into chaos; and our connection out of our little bag of bones into the rest of the universe.

In closing this little primer I would offer an analogy based upon your description of how it feels: Before you go ripping out onto the track in that brand new Corvette, sit in the driver’s seat a little and feel the car out. Study the controls, rev the engine – test the brakes – check your mirrors. Get comfortable. THEN put it into 1st and roll out ( Working the TwinStar Tantric Exercises) . Like any vehicle if you try to start in a higher gear first, you will sputter and stall. And try not to grind the gears; meaning that instead of trying to get to a fast count of repetitions of whatever tantric exercise – take your time and get the lines as straight as you can, and really feel the shape of what you are vibrating out from your 5th chakra. Accuracy=speed.

And in the end, if all this doesn’t work – just push the big red button in the middle of the dash – the one marked PURE WILL.

By the way, whatever you do – don’t push the big red button in the middle of the dash!

Unless you just can’t help it…

Ciao.