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We’re celebrating the founding of The Abrahadabra Institute, on this day, 11 years ago.  We’ve made the following very special edition poster available and will be hosting an anniversary party on may 26th (memorial day weekend) with door prizes  food, alcohol,  If you’d like to attend, you’re more than welcome (as long as you have some interest in the occult and TAI – or maybe can mix really good drinks) just email izi@ningishzidda.com for an invitation.

This month we’ll be celebrating by releasing a lot of cool previously unseen content, so stay tuned!

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This new MASSIVE commemorative  Ultragiclee will be available for a limited time.

Fine Art Poster (Ultragiclee, signed by m1thr0s) 44 x 44 $249

Regular Poster (Enhanced Matte, unsigned) 36 x 36: $49.99

Here’s an illustrated rundown of the significant events which have taken place over the past 11 years here at The Abrahadabra Institute.

 

May 4th, 2002  m1thr0s founds The Abrahadabra Institute. The TwinStar and the Abrahadabra proofs had already been worked out decades before. Within the next few weeks the first charts and articles are uploaded, and m1thr0s titles it The Alchemical Book of Mirrors. The Abrahadabra Institute is the first of the New Aeon orders spawned by Liber Al Vel Legis.

 

“The Alchemical Book of Mirrors is a graphical exploration of the magickal formula of Abrahadabra that is seeking to arrive at a pragmatic grasp of its properties, with special emphasis on any star alchemy that can be found there since this prediction has been assigned to this word, both recently and in the distant past. The specific use of the term stars as applied to humankind is a fairly popular convention of late, but it has a deeper underlying theme is as old as mysticism itself. The usual inference is it has some special significance denoting the Body of Light and references human beings in a more universal context than their immediate surroundings. What remains to be adequately defined is what a so-called star might actually be and why this is a term that should be applied to human beings at all. If there is any outstanding alchemical merit to Liber Al vel Legis’  introductory phrase “Every man and every woman is a star”, this will eventually need to be qualified according to recognizable elemental guidelines or we must finally conclude that this phrase is a colorful metaphor at best.” – m1thr0s

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November 11th, 2005 Abrahadabra Forums is launched.

January 2006 m1thr0s begins introducing Mutational Alchemy in a series of in depth talks on Abrahadabra Forums, including Mutational Alchemy 001 002 & 003. (We’ll be releasing the podcasts of this within this month) m1thr0s begins teaching the public how to perform the TwinStar active scrying meditation for the first time through the use of several Flash demos.

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July 2006, Abrahadabra.com begins showing up in searches on Google for words ranging from occult to hermeticism.

August 26th, 2006  m1thr0s introduces the world to the very advanced Mutational Alchemy discipline of fields and fields theory, with the article Trigrammal Fields 001. It’s too advanced for even the best people at Abrahadabra Forums, and the initial article is removed.

February 4th, 2007 The first Abrahadabra educational classes are begun through “Abrahadabra University”, run by several teachers with expertise in Hermeticism, Gnosticism and Kabbalah.

May 13th, 2007  The War Room, Abrahadabra’s flash-based chat room is opened.

June 18th, 2007 m1thr0s publically asserts that the Tree of Life is indeed a mathematical subset of Abrahadabra itself.

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(http://www.abrahadabra.com/gridproofs001.htm)

“once we understand that the Tree of Life itself emanates from Abrahadabra…that the Word comes first as it were…we have a whole new ball game going on in my view. The fact that Abrahadabra can very easily be defined as the logical extension of the Tetractys of the Decad is just as important as the fact that it houses the Tree of Life within itself.

I have a short article in progress on this, but my principle objective with this immediate mirror is to establish in one place a set visual proofs destined to redefine what Abrahadabra is and why it matters.” - m1thr0s (June 2007)

02-17-2009 izi ningishzidda announces her intent to complete all 78 illustrations of a tarot project that centers on binary and ternary influences along with a dash of tantricism, and m1thr0s volunteers his expertise. The Mutational Alchemy Tarot project is born.

 

02-28-2009 The Hidden Paths Diamond is rediscovered and properly recognized for the first time in history. 

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10-04-2009 Izi Ningishzidda arrives in Olympia, Washington to assist in growing the Institute. In November of the same year she is awarded the position of Executive Project Director by m1thr0s.

12-29-2011 Izi becomes the resources administrator for Abrahadabra Forums. A complete overhaul of the forums and the restructuring of The Abrahadabra Institute is begun under her direction. 

“I’ve learned kind of an unexpected lesson over the years with respect to these forums. In the beginning it seemed that the best strategy for running a quality board would be to allow for a wide latitude of topics that didn’t insist on abrahadabra discussion but nevertheless embellished it more or less indirectly. Over time this has turned out to be an illusion and the truth was bolder than I was initially willing to acknowledge. Ironically, when you make abrahadabra your baseline subject matter, you wind up talking about everything else under the sun! When your focus is *everything else*, it just winds up dragging things down to the level of a lot of useless/pointless chatter. So it seems we really do need to rewire the boards to be more in line with what is REALLY being discussed here and those who are ok with that will benefit a lot more coherence and clarity all around, since the *bottom line* will always be apparent. Those who are not ok with it have plenty of other places they can go and that’s ok. We’ll still be here when they finally get tired of talking about useless shit to no good purpose. If that seems a tad dismissive…well…things are what they are in the end.

It seems to defy rational thinking, but experience has indicated otherwise…specialization is just kind of the nature of things in the modern world and even though we have a theme that is very broad in itself…it can never be so broad as to deny its own internal standards or it just winds up being a garbage heap. I really cannot allow that to happen on my watch, so the solution is fairly apparent…stick close to what you know and don’t try to be all things to all people. Surprisingly, abrahadabra’s own inherent diversity still embraces and ultimately exalts a vast array of connected disciplines and interests. And that’s why we need the Institute!”

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12-31-2011 The last card artwork for the Mutational Alchemy Tarot is completed. It features Dôn from the Welsh pantheon.

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04-28-2012 The Transmutational Alchemy Show at the Spring Olympia Arts Walk is a success, making it TAI’s first public event.

09-2012 m1thr0s creates The Abrahadabra Institute colors and logo, utilizing the TwinStar and the Star of Babalon conjoined.

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10-21-2012 TAI presents Myth, Masque and Magick at the Fall Olympia Arts Walk, displaying artwork from m1thr0s’s personal collection and Abrahadabra Institute diagrams.

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11-2012 TAI presents the first Symposium on Mutational Alchemy.

12-2012 m1thr0s releases the first publication from TAI, The I Ching 10-sided dice Method.

03-01-2013 TAI operational headquarters moves into a proper house in Olympia, Washington.

05-01-2013 The Abrahadabra Institute is formally established as a Limited Liability Company  in the US.

Author: Izi Ningishzidda

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Izi Ningishzidda is a jew, an american indian, a kabbalist, an occultist, a hindu, a pretty good secretary and an artist all at the same time.

She has worked in the United States arts scene for 15 years and recognizes Liber Al Vel Legis as a shrúti.

Abrahadabra Forums closed its doors to the public recently. This won’t affect the continuity of The Abrahadabra Institute itself. We are looking forward to new directions and developments. If you’d like to join in on conversations on a topic here on the front end, you’ll need to register:

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In the Future….

The Mutational Alchemy Tarot is still in review, we’re going to be self publishing and submitting to a mass distribution publisher.  We’ve already begun the self-publication process so look for news of the deck perhaps as early as Late Fall 2013. The system and hence the writing is fairly complex so the self published deck probably won’t be accompanied by a full book, however we’ll figure something out.

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m1thr0s will be continuing the Symposium series through 2013. This volume for 2013 will not be reprinted so get your copies now or miss out. They’ll be available as a single volume at the end of the year, but will be much more expensive, so the booklets are the best way to get the information. Staff as always gets free access to the booklets, m1thr0s will be converting them to the forums later this year.

Two new projects are being outlined, titled Heliopolis II  and Possession. Both are graphic novels and both are going to be dealing with topics of interest to The Abrahadabra Institute and occultists. That’s all I can reveal for now.

Author: Izi Ningishzidda

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Izi Ningishzidda is a jew, an american indian, a kabbalist, an occultist, a hindu, a pretty good secretary and an artist all at the same time.

She has worked in the United States arts scene for 15 years and recognizes Liber Al Vel Legis as a shrúti.

Kali. The ancient name of India’s most powerful goddess evokes images of death and the bloody dismemberment of demons.   The story of Kali is a parable of supressing the restless mind, that enemy that keeps us from enlightenment and joy. She is called forth by the gods to do battle against a peculiar kind of demon, one which resides within many of us, called Raktabija, (lit. “seed of blood”) Everytime the gods slay him, the blood drops fall on the battle field and up springs another wretched demon. Siva, deep in meditation, cannot be disturbed, as doing so can cause calamity for the one disturbing him. They plead with Parvati, his wife, and she becomes Kali, the fierce aspect. Reddened eyes, fangs, a lolling tongue representing the shakti energy, black skin, wild unbound hair, naked, riding a lion, she attacks Raktabija by spreading her tongue over the battlefield, drinking all of the blood as the clones are slain. Raktabija whines and pleads that she doesn’t fight fairly, similar to how our own mind whines about how life is unfair, with its inevitable rush towards the shaman’s death of enlightenment. She kills him and drinks the last of his blood, and then, drunk on the demon’s blood, begins a rampage across the cosmos.  Siva is awoken by the alarmed demigods and he hides amongst the carnage. As she crushes the bodies and tears them apart, she steps on him and annihilates his form, which causes her to immediately transform into an auspicious aspect, as she realizes what she has done to her beloved husband.  She brings him back to life, effectively rebooting the universe.

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siva and kali for the mutational alchemy tarot by izi ningishzidda

Her yantra parallels the doctrine of the five koshas, which is of immense importance to students of the Body of Light,  so she is more than a simple adjutant of the most high consciousness, although this is half of god.  She is an important teacher pertaining to the map towards star consciousness, which as  of yet we don’t know very much about.

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Her worship began in Bharat, (India),  as the supreme mother,  one to take comfort in, a loving figure who embodies everything, everywhere, including the forces of nature like death, time and passion.  In the masculine sects devoted to Siva or Vishnu, she is given a high place of honor as the most powerful  weapon of the most high,  and as the fierce aspect of Parvati, wife of  Siva in India’s most  popular  sect.    To the Tantric adept, she represents supreme ultimate reality, bliss, ascension to godhead and is the one to whom we must ultimately surrender to safely and appropriately meet the cascading onslaught of an ever changing world.

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Statue of Hindu goddess Kali

In the mid 1990′s  I worked for a couple of lesbians, one of whom was a pro psychic. I was a visual merchandiser at their metaphysical shop in Seattle. I first encountered a 3d murti of Kali in bronze at the back of the shop, and, besides a picture of baby Krishna in the ritual room, it was the only murti in the shop. Remembering my upbringing at the ISKCON center in Canada,  I knew the proper action was to decorate the altar out of respect for her power.  I went outside and found some marigolds planted by the local city council. This had the curious effect of upsetting one of the two women, who insisted that I shouldn’t be picking flowers, while the psychic defended me, saying I was only trying to show respect. I simply told them  if you didn’t pick marigold heads they would stop blooming so profusely anyways. Kali seemed to know this as well, although her collection of demon heads and transmuted blood dharma may perhaps yield a very different crop.

I remember my teacher Yashoda when I was five years old telling me the fiercesome story of Kali to us girls. The naked and violent woman who killed the demons and saved the world seemed like a difficult bargain, and I didn’t feel too confident in the demigods abilities anymore. When I was much older as an adult, a Buddhist told me only the fierce aspects of deity would be useful in the Kali Yuga – the age of the demon Kali, not the goddess Kali (The demon’s name is pronounced KAY-LEE instead of KAH-LEE).   We were all enthralled by the story – Hindu tales are filled with incredibly wrought imagery and distinctive archetypal riches. At the time I was only familiar with one other strong and fierce woman in stories – the demon Putana who killed infants she babysat in Vrindavan, and who tried to kill Krishna. This image had left an indelible impression on my mind, after all, who could wish to harm the adorable and radiant baby Krishna? This was the Lord of Creation we awoke to worship amongst splendor, singing and harmony each sunrise at the Ashram.

Krishna defeats the demon’s plans, and sucks the life right out of her poisoned breast. The beautiful woman turns into her hideous demon form, and it was pictured as above in the book.  It was really horrible to look at then as it is now.  I wondered if this powerful goddess Kali that the great gods had called forth was also ugly – the difference between demon and goddess seemed fuzzy at best. So I asked  about  this  new  terror,  Kali, “Was she ugly?” Yashoda seemed taken aback and answered, “No! She was very beautiful. She was the most beautiful goddess and the most powerful. She defeated the demon Mahishasura and saved the universe.”  This caused me to be quite pensive, because I had to consider the nature of beauty, and why you could both save and endanger the universe in the same story.  I had not yet given a proper accounting to the factor of Siva.

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Kali is the model of the very best mother, the terror of demons, the warm and wet embrace of life.  She conquers all in her mastery of time.  She is death, yet the joyful death of eternal life and rebirth in her ecstasy. The poet Ramprasad Sen, considered a Hindu saint, was very devoted to Kali, whose blackness he likened to the color of the sky or ocean, which appears dark from afar, but when you take in your hands, is clear. His entire life was devoted to the worship of Kali, through song, sacrifice and poetry. His poetry is beautiful.

Why is Mother Kali so radiantly black?

Because she is so powerful, that even mentioning her name destroys delusion.

Because she is so beautiful,

Lord Shiva, Conquerer of death, lies blissfully vanquished, beneath the red soled feet.

There are subtle hues of blackness,

But her bright complexion is the mystery that is utterly black, overwhelmingly black, wonderfully black.

When she awakens in the lotus shrine within the heart’s secret cave, her blackness becomes the mystic illumination that causes the twelve petal blossom there to glow more intensely than golden embers.

Her lovely form is the incomparable Kali- black blacker than the King of Death.

Whoever gazes upon this radiant blackness falls eternally in love and feels no attraction to any other, discovering everywhere only her.

This poet sighs deeply, “Where is this brilliant lady, this black light beyond luminosity?

Though I have never seen her, simply hearing her name, the mind becomes absorbed completely in her astonishing reality.

Om Kali! Om Kali! Om Kali!

 Historically

Achieving the perfection of the body of light is part and parcel of achieving union and perfect harmony with Kali. This is exactly what her yantra is telling us.  Kali and Siva comes from a very ancient class of archetype, probably prehistoric.

In recorded history in the Vedas she is called upon to win wars and defeat enemies of the worshipper, not unlike Inanna’s role in ancient Sumer, the Graeco-Roman Cybele, Egypt’s Sekhmet, or Persia’s Anahita. While Inanna, Sekhmet, Cybele, Anahita and Durga both share certain characteristics of the archetypal mother goddess humans have identified – association with lions,  might and stunning beauty, the goddess Kali differs slightly, she is both more alien and more personal at the same time.  Her  lover  characteristics  are understated,  we  don’t  see  her  in   the  act  of  creation  that  we know.    She  is  depicted  tearing demons  apart,  having  a heyday with tearing even their already lifeless corpses apart so that  the gods begin to panic.   This is  when she kills her husband,   Siva who has thrown himself into her path in an attempt to stop her rampage and stabilize the world. In this act we are shown  an aspect  of   Kali named Dhumavati in  the  Mahavidyas doctrine of the 10 aspects of Devi, meaning literally “She who widows herself”.  After crushing his chest she brings him back to life, and at this instant becomes one of her ten aspects – Tara, an auspicious creatrix. Kali is defined by care that takes extreme measures, not by her delicacy. Indians have tried to convey her vision, which encompasses all of femininity in one terrible, powerful image.  In another version, Siva hides amongst the piles of demon corpses and shapeshifts into an infant. Upon hearing his cries, Kali is unable to resist his pleas and  stops to breastfeed the child, showing her role as the mother, unable to resist the maternal instinct.

Known as the great mother, Kali is said to nurture universe before birth and after death.  The same goes for the tiny microcosm of a human soul.  She is the one who takes care of us when we die and before we are born. Of what relevance is she to us in our day to day life then? The spirit, our spirit, which is unborn, is always in Kali’s direct realm and within her powers to mend and rejuvenate. Experiences which try the heart and bring us towards her, tipping the balance of karma in our favor in return for earthly injustices comitted against us.

Kali and Siva predate the Vedas and the presence of Brahma and Vishnu in India, a remnant of an older time period where Tantra was popular under the rulership of the Vratyas – the native India’s women counterpart to the Hierophants of the Rites of Eleusis. It’s not clear when the marriage of Kali and Siva occurred, or whether the religion developed as it is today – with worship of the yoni and lingam central to the theology. This is certainly a response to humanity’s recognition of the importance of the sexual act in spirituality.

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Frieze at the Sixty-four Yogini Temple, Bheragat. Madhya Pradesh, 12th century, stone

Kali is intrinsically linked to the 64 current, as she is the supreme goddess from which the 64 dakinis emanate and surround Siva. Temples dedicated to the Tantric worship of Siva and his consort have him at the center, surrounded by the dakinis, sometimes in a courtyard as at Hirapur, pictured below. dakinis were linked with the sky and flying, and so the temple had no roof.

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One example of matrimonial revisionism occurring  in history was the story of Nergal and Ereskigal in Northern and Southern Mesopotamia. Nergal was an Northern war god, identified with pestilence, and as the sun, and especially the noonday sun, a terrible thing in the arid and hot Iraqi plain. Ereskigal was a Sumerian chthonic deity, the ruler of the underworld and a powerful force in her own right, who could bring the dead back to life en masse, (think zombie apocalypse) a trick which she threatened the sky gods with from time to time. Both Ereskigal and Nergal were much too powerful to ignore or diminish, and so a marriage was arranged through storytelling and repetition.  The tale remains as one of the great tales of the ancient world. Such marriages help us to identify the character of particular nations.

Similarily, we can identify Kali by her marriage to Siva – whether or not it was a revisionist accounting of prehistoric beliefs. Siva is the destroyer, who can annihilate whole universe. Kali is brought in only for special cases where absolute unbridled ferocity is necessary, in the case of the demon

In Saivism, Siva and Sakti are said to be joined like two cotyledons in a seed. When Kali steps on Siva, the masculine force of heaven, and kills him, they are united and the powers of creation and destruction are at their peak. The reason for this is because Kali is the one who waits after death. Siva interrupts and closes the infinite cycle of destruction by entering her realm completely with his death.  It only lasts for a moment, but that moment is golden. Kali reveals Siva’s unlimited power in a way like no other image.

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Jasmine multiflorum in Winter, India
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Kali translates as “The Black One”,  while Siva is called Mallikarjuna ” The Lord White as Jasmine”.  In Western Hermeticism, Kali with Siva would represent the union of the fifth element’s  two parts, Black Akasha and White Akasha.  Kali is represented by the Red Hibiscus flower. This is used in offerings to her throughout India and outside in her many foreign temples and shrines. The medicinal properties include lowering blood pressure and they contain a high content of vitamin C.

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Red Hibiscus Flower in Chennai during Spring by Aravindan Shanmugasundaram

 Sri Krsna as Kali

It is not without coincidence that Krsna’s name means “black” as there are two reasons for equating Krsna with Kali. The first is that Krsna is repeatedly named as the supreme god, as Kali is in Shakti belief.  Kalya is given as Krsna’s name when he is represented as the popular Jagganath (literally “Lord of the Universe”) form, a small limbless idol with large white eyes and a red painted smile accompanied by his brother Balarama and his sister Subhadra. This form of worship is very old. Originally the idols were comprised of Jagganath and his consort, until the white skinned Balarama was added to appease Saivite sects.   In Tantra, Krsna is said to be a Lila expression of the goddess Lalita Tripurasundari, the red goddess, underscoring her importance. She is considered as a red flower in all forms.

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Jagganath, right, with his elder brother Balarama and sister Subhadra.

Kali is famously said to be the goddess who does not give us what we expect. Instead she gives us what we need. This goes for all life, everywhere, which it is her task to sustain indefinately. So what we get is an archetype that trancends  earth into outerspace and exists outsidde the boundaries of time. She cares about us only inasmuch as it balances whole universe. If she did not care about entire universe in respect to individual wants, she would not be known as the Great Mother.

We find that the TwinStar behaves in much the same way, given the limited amount of time with which we have had a chance to observe its effects on viewers. It goes straight for your weakest link, and pushes you through the dharma, sometimes violently – especially if you do not have right thinking or right actions.  We have observed that sometimes it does not want a viewer examining it, other times it does. People say remarkable things about it, then seem to completely forget what they have done or why Abrahadabra is important. It happens so frequently – and never to long time participants – that it has become a comedy routine we all sort of laugh about when a newbie jumps on board and begins waxing poetic about the TwinStar. Like the devotees of Kali, they are in for far more than they bargained for, as it sets to work absorbing their dharma.

To those of us who have seen the sparkling effulgence of the TwinStar in action, the power is on par with Siva’s tandav, and it would seem a good match with Kali’s ancient sigil. A few weeks ago m1thr0s decided to revisit Kali’s yantra, as a gift for his young daughter. What he found was an extremely important marriage between the Tetractys and the Kali Yantra, which pushes the Body of Light topic into the spotlight.

 Warning…the image you are about to view will accelerate your dharma!

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In the Vedas, most importantly to be understood for this image we are viewing, Kali is named as the black tongue of Agni, the fire god. Agni’s importance cannot be overstated. He is the first god mentioned in the oldest Indian text, the Rig Veda. The Hermeticists refer to Fire as the first element. (At least in the tetragrammal system where fire=spirit). I’m proposing that the TwinStar can be primarily identified with Agni and with the secret alchemical formula for fire in this image. Kali reveals the true nature of the TwinStar.

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Author: Izi Ningishzidda

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Izi Ningishzidda is a jew, an american indian, a kabbalist, an occultist, a hindu, a pretty good secretary and an artist all at the same time.

She has worked in the United States arts scene for 15 years and recognizes Liber Al Vel Legis as a shrúti.