abrahadabra 101: consciousness nodes

In the occult so many times people talk about gods and goddesses casually without truly addressing the fundamentals of what they are. This leads to a wide range of faulty assumptions which are slowly adopted as facts. In many cases it is fair to say that these faulty assumptions have been venerated as fact in a number of “mainstream” occult circles for generations. Although “mainstream occult” may seem to be an oxymoron, by this I mean generalized Wicca,  general Paganism encompassing all of its various cultural flavors as they are practiced by outsiders to that culture, some of which are now extinct in their native lands. It also includes general independent Ceremonial Magick users, Chaos Magicians to some extent (although the fault here usually lies with their underestimation of what the entities are and not so much with naive awe or anthropomorpizations.) Finally I would be remiss to not mention the plethora of tea party Thelemites, nearly all of them who eschew Abrahadabra, Nuit (Nwt) or the twingod Hermes phoenix of “Had-Ra Hoor Khut” in favor of some substitute such as Isis, Pan, Dionysus, Zeus, Thor or other such typical pagan praxis. Much meaning and circumstantial evidence is projected onto their favorite cartoon character until they have convinced themselves that this abominable and degraded creation is what magick is all about. These people are useless assholes.
      The anthropological data can be useful in certain cases, though even amongst the ancients the figures became greatly degraded (For example the Greek Athena to the Roman Diana as noted by Aleister Crowley The Book of Thoth). Modern opinions can be useful. It depends on who is doing the talking. Always be very careful about what you read and be sure at least that the writer seems sincere if examining magickal texts rather than anthropological ones.
      There is a morbid obsession with *contracts* in our society, especially with the so-called *Devil*. I think there is a kind of truth behind the idea of binding agreements, but most people have such a comical idea of them that it comes off as silly. In classical Indian theology the choice of ishta dev is no choice at all, at least beyond some kind of event horizon of the free will. The doctrine of the Mahabharata suggests that when it comes to deity, our first *willful* choice is a permanent one.  It fails to tell us when this choice is made, or if it can ever be changed. Furthermore, there is nothing in the text to explain how one can know if such a thing has occurred. In an eternity it is nigh fucking impossible to pinpoint exact dates and symptoms that lead to one’s current position. Bardon warned against creating any kind of contracts with spirits. Yet what if there is a part of our soul traded in for the little everyday choices? Eventually this leads to a kind of surrender to forces which have nothing good in store for the rest of the world that dares oppose its vileness. We only need to point to the gross abuses of global capitalism unfettered by morality, the military industrial complex, or the manipulative banking system. All of these things are ok in moderation when their leaders heads are properly screwed on  but we have far past the point where the greedy gave a damn about anyone else.
      In the interim of a true encounter with the Great Beyond, great misunderstanding of what the Gods and Goddesses are can create serious problems. They can also lead to bad alliances that run contrary to Will itself, a dangerous situation for those few who carry the responsibility of furthering Abrahadabra in this world. Let me explain to you the way Abrahadabra views deity.

Frame of Mind series by agsandrew.

Fundamentally, the Gods and Goddesses are consciousness nodes. The Body of Light is seated in the medium of consciousness. We can create an analogy in looking to oceanic life. Cetaceans transmit and recieve soundwaves through their foreheads, constituting the language of dolphins and whales. Now this language causes reactions, but imagine it could create very strong reactions. Imagine instead of sound, the waves were made of thought itself, and instead of travelling through water or air like a mechanical wave, it travelled similar to James Maxwells’ electromagnetic waves discovered in the late 19th century, able to pass through the vacuum of space. (We’re not going to assume they are electromagnetic waves however) We’re used to the idea of words urging people on to action. A few careless words can start a bar fight or a snappy slogan can move people to passionate action. Let’s imagine that these unknown waves containing unknown information encrypted in an unknown way were travelling through space faster than light, and that they could evoke feelings and provoke action in such a powerful way that we were powerless to stop ourselves. Then, going a little further, let’s imagine these waves couldn’t be detected, that no one even knew they existed, and that they could not be measured with modern technology. Let’s also assume that the mechanism for the creation and reception of these soundwaves, moving through gas, liquid, solid and vacuum as if it were all the same, wasn’t even recognized by mankind and the research on it had stopped thousands of years ago with the decay of the discipline of Spiritual Alchemy.
      This phenomenon and these mechanics do exist, they are real, and it is the nature of the Body of Light and the vast network of consciousness. Individuals like Rupert Sheldrake, Phillip John and Darold Treffert could one day be remembered as pioneers in the field. But given the recent cascade of events humanity will most likely take a darker path, which would necessitate a schism in the species between those who can manipulate thought and those who cannot: Homo sapiens sapiens, naive and oblivious *slave race* to Homo sapiens astralis. The Kings and Queens of the Earth are real. We are playing *slave* to the slaves most of the time here on Earth and this fundamentally has to change.  I believe this is what is meant by the talk of slaves and the serpent’s “few and secret” servants in the Book of the Law. People think this sounds crazy. But when did the opinion of people ever matter when you can control their thoughts, actions and decisions? People are just a backdrop to an important reality that cannot be ignored by those privileged enough to know. This privilege has been granted to them by Nature himself, and cannot be made to bow to false ideology or the whining of entitled yet powerless ideologists. I am appealing to the royalty of Earth here. You know that the world is wrong and completely on its head as far as magick or the occult goes. It’s no secret that most occultists are poor or suffer hardship in some way despite their amazing talents. Ask yourself if your “Gods” might be lying to you. A few simple parlor tricks are nothing compared to the incredible power and majesty of the TwinStar. It’s machinations are elegant, effective, completely just, pure and righteous. And it has the capacity to fulfill every desire and whim that you long for from worship of *pagan* Gods. It eats *falsehoods* for breakfast and it can utterly destroy *mogu* (for lack of a better term – I borrowed this word from World of Warcraft lore because it so aptly describes the dangers of overemphasizing dogma, obsession, blind hatred and arrogance)

“The Many is as adorable to the One as the One is to the Many. This is the Love of These; creation-parturition is the Bliss of the One; coition-dissolution is the Bliss of the Many. The All, thus interwoven of These, is Bliss. Naught is beyond Bliss. “

The Book of Lies: The Oyster by Aleister Crowley

“Let it be that state of manyhood bound and loathing. So with thy all; thou hast no right but to do thy will.”

The Book of the Law 1:42 (Nuit)

In this set of quotes we have two definitions of the Many: first as something that is bound (possibly due to corruption) and secondly where that Many is adored and bathed in the bliss of mutual Love between the One and the Many. This relationship is the foundation of the standard “There is No God but Man”, meaning, they are intertwined. The idea of a far away, and lofty God, out of reach, must be obliterated and in order to become a successful Magus, we must be able to recognize and tap into the true “One” who states adamantly: “I am alone: there is no God where I am” (2:23 Liber al vel Legis.) If the One defines him/herself as *not God* then that leaves us with the Many. What this indicates is that God him/herself is actually the multitude, and that by rising above the masses to become divine, we unite with the one and thus master this principle, becoming the active flux instead of the passive, able to direct the masses as we will. It is for this reason that we suspect God is actually female. In fact we have a clue to this, not only in the status and power of Nuit, but in the name of YHVH, when calculated in the binary, the name is revealed as female.
      Misunderstand *ONE* as God and *Man* as some pitiful creature crawling about in the mud just leaves you with an extremely ill-dignified bunch of monkeys and a righteously pissed off *ONE*. A Man, the Jen principle, seated between Yin and Yang is intended for either position, but our goal as the Magus is to become ONE, *The King* or *Queen* (as you prefer), – the one is seated within the heart of every Star. At that point, your Will is not only the Law, it’s the only activity you have a right to perform. The many may do as they can, but they are bound by the restriction they impose upon themselves, and they are slaves.
      What if the sun is conscious? Humans have acknowledged the sun as a consciousness since time immemorial. It doesn’t speak English without some adjustments but they felt the connection to the divine through our stars above and beyond their warmth or beauty.  Per The Abrahadabra Institute which believes that “Every Man and Every Woman is a Star”  and are correctly classified as *A Consciousness Stars*. Gods, goddesses and various “spirits” archetypes, daemons and so on are parts of this natural enviroment. Like the components of a computer, some of them are hard drives, repositories for data. Others are GPU’s, concentrating on manifesting spectacular beauty. The so-called demons, regarded as wrathful deities in the East, are misunderstood functions of consciousness. This isn’t to say that things like *viruses* don’t exist in consciousness, but they can never threaten consciousness itself, only temporarily cause pain born out of ignorance. It may be that we are in a complex virtual reality, but this theory could be arising out of a misunderstanding of Abrahadabra by modern and primitive human science. It wouldn’t come as a surprise that a biased academia has been approaching Abrahadabra so ass-backwards that it has been examining the iceberg with a magnifying glass. Our bodies may reside in physical space but it is consciousness which has taken control of and animated the element of earth, our material universe. *The Khabs is in the Khu, not the Khu in the Khabs*. 

Information Tide by agsandrew

      We need not wait for Science to catch up with consciousness. We can use it right away, in fact we already have the technology. The gods, goddesses, demons, devils, angels and other *daemons* of Heaven, Earth and the Hells are part of our inheritance as *stars* and should be regarded as no more forbidden than a piece of advanced technology. I will warn any occultist that they are not pets nor are they easy to access, control or bend to one’s Will. They are only as useful and powerful as you are as a matter of fact, and you are not the only mind accessing them. Remember this and you will go far with this work. 
      As for the conspiracy of silence in the scientific community surrounding this type of phenomena it is best to cultivate a record of personal experience. Take note when remarkable things happen and build on that to create even more amazing successes so that when the talking heads rail and rant that it is merely coincidence or delusion or confirmation bias you may have certainty, and with it a power they can never claim themselves, therefore a power they can never trace, stop or harangue.

 

Image information: Cover image by Jozef Klopacka, licensed through Adobe Images. Note: I feel I would be remiss not to add a little “addendum” to this post considering recent events. m1thr0s loved this image and picked it out from our Adobe Stock account for this article after approving my writing just a few hours before he began the ordeal of Death. There’s no time like the present to engage with reality so I went ahead and posted it per his request.

the abrahadabra millipede

Cave biologist Dr. Jean Krejca has announced a recently discovered and previously unknown species of rare millipede living in a cave system in the Sierra Nevada Mountain range in California. The millipede is poisonous and boasts 414 legs with an additional four legs turned-penis via evolutionary mutation. With the addition of the four penises this totals 418 appendages altogether, making it one of the most significantly Abrahadabra-esque creatures in the world. The sacred word of the Nu Aeon, Abrahadabra equals 418 in the Gematria of AIQ BKR, the Qabbalah of the Nine Chambers. The four modified leg-penises would signify the four elements symbologically speaking. Its special connection to Hermits also outlines another correlation in the habitat of the species, a cave system. As well as this caves were regarded as entrances to the underworld, and its denizens the messengers of the cthonic gods. 
      The discovery echoes as a herald of special significance to those who recognize it as a manifestation of “Hell’s Own Worm” as Aleister Crowley put it.
      Thankfully the location of the new millipede has been kept a secret, which ensures it will be protected from curiosity seekers and amateur explorers who would decimate its fragile habitat. Just enjoy a nice Sierra Nevada ale instead and enjoy the thought that this little guy is out there somewhere in the world being bafflingly mysterious. Omnia Exteunt in Mysterium. 

Read more on Reuters:

https://www.rt.com/viral/363945-millipede-penises-poison-species/

passing the torch…

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Over the past 18 months I have been hospitalized not less than 4 times with end-stage emphysema, a progressive disease that no one walks away from once it has reached that degree of severity. It’s hard to predict how much time I am left with…might be a few days, might be 10 years though the doctors think it’s more like months and I am being urged to wrap up whatever affairs I may need to and have been processed as a hospice patient for those who know the lingo. For those who don’t it basically means there isn’t anything they can do for me but try to make me as comfortable as possible. 

This is not a boo-hoo fest. I am posting this as a matter of clarification regarding the future of The Abrahadabra Institute and nothing else. It’s been a long and a difficult road from the first faint envisioning of a proper physics of the Body of Light to the creation of a dialogue that is strong enough to go the distance reaching out to other great minds from a position of relative abandon to engage and challenge others to recognize and take up the call to action. I have been beset with all manner of isolation and obstacle in this battle which has been slow going but very steady and strong notwithstanding. I didn’t know it when I got started on this path that I would probably need about 300 years and a certain amount of funding to bring all of this to fruition – more time than I have to spend and no financing of any kind. 

Now that I have come too far to back out (and wouldn’t want to even if I could!) I will have to settle for having begun and carried a task on its own merits without ever seeing the final outcome and that’s ok – in any case it beats being someone else’s brainwashed zombie. The Abrahadabra Institute will survive because the world needs it though people are generally unaware how great a need exists. This is changing ever so gradually as people begin to see what a profound potential exists here. What will happen in my absence is that the Institute will pass to Izi Sesa Ningishzidda who will watch over it and keep it safe from harm. Another will come along at some point with the wherewithall to advance it according to her specifications.

Though I do not typically assume the mantle of teacher I have made a few exceptions for individuals who showed enough promise to warrant the drain on my time and general resources. To date, Izi is the only one who has made it through enough gates to define her as a full-time student of Abrahadabra. Even Mutational Alchemy which is a very advanced metaphysics is not lost on her the way it is with so many others. Izi has the right nature and nurture (both) to ask the right questions and stick with it until the right answers are found. Her natural instincts combined with an impeccable study habits endow her with an innate capacity for getting to the truth no matter how concealed so that I have every confidence that there is nothing so obtuse as to remain hidden from her for very long. There is only one Magister Ouroboros incarnated at any time so that while I live that office remains with me but will pass to her in due course as well once I have gone.

In the interim readers should know that there would be no Abrahadabra Institute at all if not for Izi. Even if my health were not compromised it’s too much work for one person managing the development of Mutational Alchemy and the Abrahadabra Institute at the same time so that a choice has to be made and I don’t personally need the Institute as much as I need Mutational Alchemy to advance as far as I can push it. People are generally unaccustomed to thinking of the Body of Light as a proper  physics and are hesitant to recognize that we have the means to make it one lacking the Will (chiefly) inasmuch as the precedents are all over the map stretching back thousands of years. All that is really lacking is an individual with the vision and compilation skills to piece the map together. 

In 2013 Izi and I registered The Abrahadabra Institute as a Limited Liability Company with the idea of using it as the organizational hub for the promotion of all things Abrahadabra. Our first major project was the Mutational Alchemy Tarot Deck which offers people a means of learning the basics of Mutational Alchemy in a form that many will already be acquainted with. The next project is an extensive course curriculum that will take students through the steps necessary to become proficient applicants of the loftiest spiritual alchemy on Earth. Though one really should not be intimidated by it it is fair to say we have raised the bar higher than it has ever been raised in this world and do not cater to the weak or the excuse-makers. Many have tried to steal from us but cannot get very far with this – first because our material is so revolutionary and second because explaining what they have stolen is such an overwhelming task.

So that’s the update. Izi is the glue that has been holding it all together and when I pass there should be no question that the torch passes to her. It’s impossible to predict with confidence when that will be, though we both kind of feel like the TwinStar isn’t done with me yet and there is a lot that still hangs in the balance so this announcement is more a prudent clarification than a prediction of anything per se.

Perseverance Furthers
m1thr0s 9³ 

the abrahadabra institute symposium

Date: First Sunday of the month.
Time: 7-10 P.M. PST

We do this every year during the Fall and Winter monthly and it is always a lot of fun. Sometimes they are held at King Solomon’s Reef or Cryptatropa but we may also hold them at private venues. Anyone who is interested in The Body of Light, Thelema, Abrahadabra, Hermetic Alchemy, Satanism, Qabbalah or Eastern doctrines such as the I Chng is welcome here. We are focused on the Body of Light and its mastery. The Abrahadabra Institute is the only propagator of Mutational Alchemy teachings in the world, a hybrid branch of Hermetic Alchemy, which focuses on not only traditional Western Hermeticism, but also Eastern metaphysics, such as, but not limited to, Tantra, Taoism, Vajrayana Buddhism (Tantric Buddhism) and Sanatana Dharma. The hosts, m1thr0s and Izi Ningishzidda created The Mutational Alchemy Tarot. 

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Prasadam (food) and wine dedicated to Abrahadabra is offered for participants. 

If you wish to attend please RSVP here on our contact page and we will get back to you with the venue location and any pertinent details or updates.

We are also looking for ritual volunteers, if you want experience crafting rituals this is a great opportunity to learn from experienced ritualists. 

the pied piper that is abrahadabra

It’s finally happened, you finished your book, and submitted it to publishers. Weeks go by, then months, then a year with no reply, maybe you’ll get a rejection letter if you’re lucky. If you’re a bit unlucky, you might find it published without your permission in so many words or less, in the most ridiculously watered down way imaginable. Hey, occult authors have to make a living! No not original thinkers like you, I mean the ones who live off watering down other people’s ideas they steal! Yeah they have to eat too! Yesterday it was Wicca, today, it’s Tantra! SKYCLAD TANTRA! WOW!
      Recently I was approached by a young friend who claimed they had their idea ripped off by a publisher. I couldn’t give them very much advice on what to do since if it was true, it was all done pretty slickly and there was no way to tell if it was the author or the publishing house. I could only comfort them by explaining to them that the major publishers of occult literature all give off a natural astral stench to most occultists today – even though most of them, unlike us Gen-Xers, never watched them grow into a bloated unicorn corpse hosting a fairy fuckfest from the late 90’s onwards 
      I offered her my own experience with them…this happened years ago, Llewellyn plausibly (as in plausibly deniable) saw the Mutational Alchemy tarot pre-printing very very early on. We sent them a big package of our PSD files on CD. Twice. The only response we received aside from dead silence was watching them publish the Dead Moon Tarot based on Luis Royo’s graphic book the next year, with the 64 hexagrams haphazardly placed on each card. A market test, we both agreed – we assumed they were too scared to touch us, as  our friends had all predicted, but had we lit a fire under their asses to open up their blonde Celtic fairy dust infused brains to the “yellow peril” that was Eastern Metaphysics? 
      A year later, a month after our Mutational Alchemy Tarot was hitting the market there was Night Sun. It had symbolism in it of a similar vein to the Abrahadabra.com current, but all in a jumbled mess that no one could make sense of, not even tarot aficionados. It seemed like the fever dream of a comic book artist who had hitchhiked a ride on the occulture bandwagon. Neither of us thought much of it at the time – after all, we had already been warned and the silence from Llewellyn spoke volumes. Hell, I was a little annoyed at the Fortune card, for reasons demonstrated below. I mean, I wanted to tell the artist, hey you basically got laid using our work and not even a thankyou e-card, guy? I guess that would be an admission of guilt. 

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The disc represents the entire I Ching, in hexagrammal form – it was never published before Abrahadabra.com existed nor afterwards. It doesn’t need any hexagrams or trigrams sloppily laid on top of it as in the Night Sun Tarot.
Friends had warned us already about sending stuff to any publishers until I had secured a printer with my finger on the trigger, knowing that less reputable publishers can rip off authors by passing an edgy idea off to one of their in house staff. I knew that if they tried it their house would implode on them. Abrahadabra is the refuge of the Kings and Queens of the earth, not pretenders to the throne who sell goddess oil to the gullible. But I thought we were way too “evil”, advanced, and chock full of penises for US Games or Llewellyn’s taste, if they had any standards at all. Various reviews of their material are pretty damning, such as this one from Amazon.com.uk on Celtic Magick: 
This book’s greatest weakness is not its complete failure to focus on anything authentically Celtic besides a few deity names. It isn’t even the fact that it is a total ripoff of several other books by the same author. No, its greatest offense against the intellect is that it manages to insult history with ridiculous claims such as ‘Robin Hood was the leader of the Sherwood Forest covens…’. I pity anyone who takes this book with anything less than a four-kilo block of salt. Among literate pagans it has become the poster child for the assertion that Llewellyn has no actual standards and will publish virtually anything without even a cursory review.”https://www.amazon.co.uk/review/R17SE8VHSITD6M
      How do you fight the mutilation of an entire way of life and a value system, that of the heathen and pagan way? We can accuse the artists that are taking advantage, but it’s really the publisher that is empowering these individuals and encouraging second rate work, that in their judgement meets the mainstream standards well enough that they can put their stamp of approval on it. 
     Occult publishers and authors have been sucking off of other people’s shit for years, off Aleister Crowley’s shit in particular, but I didn’t expect any of them to take a cue from a submission they had no interest in responding to, hand it off to their stable of comic book artists and say “here take this edgy dark geometry tarot and make it have less dicks and more marketable.” Heed this warning and guard your work carefully. Find help from fellow independent creators who know the ropes to publishing. There isn’t much else you can do.
      Llewellyn really shouldn’t have used Abrahadabra on the Magician card though. That is a very powerful formula, and if you dare use it for even the slightest gain, Ra Hoor Khut will own your ass. You cannot commercialize Abrahadabra. That goes for us too, we don’t even breathe without permission from the force and will of Abrahadabra People think they understand it…people think they understand us, but they’re not even close to imagining what is going on here.  So my friend, take comfort in the fact that anyone who is stupid enough to do that is fucked, basically. You probably don’t believe me but I’ve watched it tear through individuals and companies alike once it has its hook in – the formula is cursed in the most wonderful and weird ways one can imagine. This should excite and delight the real occultists in the audience, and strike fear into the hearts of the frauds. There is no exaggeration in my words here – Abrahadabra is nuclear fallout incarnate when it comes to the level of sheer might and power behind the word. There is a reason why its forerunner, Abracadabra, was endowed with a pedigreed history of amazing attributes. It is objectively real and those who have been wronged by the world should take heart that it is on your side and the Nu Aeon is upon us. 
      Right now on earth, it’s still a buyers market, and one has to be aware if you settle for safe and mediocre you’re going to get burned. You’re going to get burned on a personal level and the people that you try to interact with and help -(if your goal is even that lofty) – are just going to get ripped off. It’s just a total rip off fest all the way around. So the best way to hurt them is to not endorse their products. Don’t spend your money. Go to small scale self published artists like the ones on the list Aeclectic provides below. That’s where you’re going to find thoughtful innovation and art drawn from Akasha (Spirit) rather than the pit of regurgitated vomit that is the entertainment occult industry right now. 

http://www.aeclectic.net/tarot/cards/selfpublished.shtml